The wordz of dee...

Hands are shivering n eyes are wet,but tis time I m unable to keep my promise agai ,tis is a small request plz read this mail for god’s sake. This is about what my heart says ……I have spend nites writing tis …I have lost and always lost and I don’t wanna loose tis time…..

I read a poem that a friend wrote from memory,
It was deep in its lurid reality.
I miss a friend that is no longer with me ,
It left me livening in life of obscurity.

I am sitting here on my own,
I wonder what is missing,
Then I realize that its U my best friend.

Why did we have to have that fight ,
It was stupid and not right.
Everyday I think of you,

Wishing our frdship wud be as gud as new.
I still see ur face in my dreams,
It hurts and it doesn’t help at all.

I still want u in my life as crazy as that seem,
I want to u to catch me when I fall.

I still remember the first time we met,
There was something so different about u .
Your frdhip was something I wanted to get,
That smile u said hi to me was new.

I came to u the hour I was in pain,
Looking for answers , I cried to u in vain.
I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then y’d be my friend,
I knew it from the start.

Two years and we are barely holding it together,
What happened to the way tis all used to be.
I never wanted u out of my life ever,
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see.

We decided to go out and make it all alrite ,
It didn’t worked out of course we knew it cudn’t.
We cudn’t even really stand each others sight,
It sudn’t end tis was but it did and it sudn’t.

There is a lacuna in my heart, I hate it being there,
I wish it cud be filled, but for that lacuna is urs
And can only be filled with the presence of ur frdship.

I miss u and everything u were to me .
Ten years from now we will look back on it all,
We will be older and finally be able to see
Tat friendship will stand the test of time and never fail.

Now I sit alone reminiscing the past I’d blown,
“SORRY” the heart utters, waiting for the future unkown.
Will future see the flowers of past and burry the thorns apart.
The dilemma goes and goes on.

I am no poet , to rhyme the song.
Mistake I did , was no monk.
Can we harmonize the sentiments again ,
Let the friendship have scintillating gains.

Sorry to write tis all, tenure of friendship is not so small,
Given a chance I can prove , there lot to groove.
U r friend neither gud nor bad , only the best I can ever have.
I am rong, I am bad , tat is no reason to hate,
I am punished n I regret so what if I am late.

Big cities have small tales, I am ur friend a bit insane
SENORITA u were called and u’ll remain,
The souls are same , the spirits regain.

“eise hi hein hum”,we recite,how can the distance survive,

“kal ho na ho” , we have to decide , tis relation has to survive.

Friendhip strengthens from fights,
But do’t go away from sight.

Today make a plight(promise), n make me delite.
Dee waits for ur reply, to have his head held high
U r the precious jewel in friendship chest,
Together we are n we will be best

Let the Phoenix fly high , over the azure sky,
And just,just say the three words most precise,

The repky i want concise.
The three words u know or shall I revise,
Its the sentient device.
Close ur eys and whisper in ear , the only words I wanan hear

MEIN HOO NA